school has been miserable so far. bt jokes and gossips with friends have made life much better. and life at home is nothing better. me and my family have been the victims of mosquitoes living in the house and i have thousands of bites everywhere. they are so irritating.

im reading the book 'a walk to remember' now. its nothing much in the beginning, all talking about how a girl and a guy got to know each other more and stuffs like that. and the girl is a very nice girl. caring and innocent. bt the story ends with the girl dying from cancer. im still halfway, reading the book, but i cant bear to finish it. the girl doesnt even deserve to die, but she did. i thought all good people come to a good end, but why did she die so early? i wanted to stop reading the book, but then, i realised i cant escape from reality. the girl died and i cant change the fact even if i dun read the book. bt i just cant understand why things like that happen. or maybe its just a story and it wont happen in real life?

anw, prelims are coming and i dun know how to study. the fact that there are remedials during the holiday make me feel even tired. i thought my burdens were going to lighten in two weeks time, but no. they are not. it is going to weigh even more.