time just walked away and there are many things to be done. this is just so boring. im going crazy because of all the class tests and timed practice. i should be happy since there is no mid-years bt instead im still studying endlessly and reading all my thick textbooks. it is just an 'O' levels. why am i killing myself for it? this is such a waste of time and im sacrificing all my happiness cos they got buried under the textbooks. such a pity.

bt anw, i shoudnt be grumpling and complaining since i havent been putting in effort. i realised, for all this time, i have not really take the 'O's seriously. previously was because of syf. syf took 'most' of the time and i wasnt bothered with studying. now, im obsessed with taking naps since i can go home quite early and im not in the mood to study. the things just cant get into my head and im starting to think that teachers are irritating. is it just because of the 'O' dat they have become such a irritant or they were always like that. they teach and teach den suddenly they give tests even though they have not complete the topics.

i wished i could still have ccas, den i can dance again. it makes me forget all the work and tests. bt i wouldnt want any stress from dance. i would just want to do it happily and it would be great.

there's a mother's day dinner later. =D hopefully, the food is nice.