i feel so dumb and lazy. i think nothing can help me. because i cant even help myself. i want to study but yet i dun feel like studying.

the holidays are coming to an end soon. i accomplished many things. like finishing some practice papers. but i havent started studying. i only tried looking at the pictures in the textbooks and analysing them.

went to dairy farm yesterday. it was quite nice. lots of monkeys and trees. and a path of road that seemed to lead to nowhere. okay. it did lead to somewhere. the quarry. singapore quarry. where there are supposed to be cute lil quebes. and i tink i was cheated cos there were no ducks in sight. but anws, the scenery was amazing. although it was only a gigantic rock, but it was like really nice and something you cant find anywhere else in singapore. it was quiet and very little people. its a lake i tink, then, many cattails. clear water. many pond skaters. i tink its nice for a picnic.

ate subway. and the cookies are so nice. haha. i ate one yesterday and one today. and i tink i can eat ten more. and my dad bought magnum. yes. MAGNUM!!! im gonna eat one later. and two days ago, we ate waffles with dark chocolate. ooh. i tink i could just take chocolates for dinner later.

please. please help me.
its only for another two or more months.
i know i can do this.