i realised i should be glad about many things and stop complaining. and i need to tidy up with my life and set goals.

im glad that
i have lovely family and friends
im a singaporean
i was in a great pri sch and scored 245 for PSLE
i had a boyfriend once in pri 1
we got golds for SYF 07 and 09
i have kissed someone on the lips
i have been around each corner of singapore xcept the flyer

im not glad that
i do not own more than ten dresses
i do not own a pair of heel
i only own two colours of nail polish
i never did well before in my studies during my secondary life
i have never been to anywhere else in the world other than singapore and msia
i do not know how to do makeup other than foundation and lip gloss
i had not learn ballet when young

i should aim to
stop complaining about doing homework
score well for o levels and get into a JC
continue dancing until i get old
be able to afford a porsche one day
buy a white horse/pony some day

crazy thing that i consider doing
fly to antartica and kiss the penguins
shout out to the world and ask them to stop all war and stop contributing to global warming

for now, i have to
finish up the whole stack of hol homework and HBL homework and study prelims which may take me a year.
but i will still do it...