i dun understand the world. i dun understand why there is unfairness and sufferings in the world. i dun understand why people receive so much education and they do not apply what they learn to help the unfortunate or people who need help.

i am not happy because i dunno what i am doin. i dun understand why i am going to school and learning so much. i dun wan my life to be as boring as this. are we goin to torture ourselves with homeworks and tests until the age of lyk 20? and den find a job, and start torturing ourselves again by doing whatever we are supposed to do until we are old, maybe the age of 50. and den start whining because there is nothing left for you to do and u can only sit on the sofa and watch tv, wait for ur time to leave the earth? is this really what we are supposed to do? is this the purpose of us being on earth?

i dun understand wads the point when there is simply no space for us to put in happiness.

AND im facing a big crisis now. coz people DO NOT understand simple instructions. omg. i am seriously going crazy.

it is now common test and i am using all my time to do social studies and i have no time to revise. is this what the school want us to do?