hi. this is just a short post to relieve me from my stress of common test. after this, i will be rushing to memorise all my trigo formulaes.

it has been a week of bad things. firstly, i flunked my eng paper coz i wrote the whole summary without rephrasing anything. so i think im never goin to pass dat paper since my eng has always been so lousy. the same day at night, i was rushing to complete the ss project and had to wait for everyone to submit to me and i had to put everything nicely and print evrything out and so by den, i had no time to study for chn. although there is nth much to study actually, bt the whole point is dat i used up lyk three hours of my day just to complete one assignment.

AND im goin to flunk my chn paper also coz everything in dat paper was too difficult for me to do and my chn has also been very lousy.

AND the worst thing dat happen to me was dat i fell from the bars after pe. i should have learnt the lesson when i nearly fell the previous time i tried jumping up. bt since i did it successfully two consecutive times, i thought i would be able to reach again, bt no, i didnt. so when me and eunice both at the same time tried to jump and hold the bars, my hands slip off the bar and i just landed on the floor on my ass. luckily, i didnt bang my head and get a concussion. so, it was then, i realised that i am not tall.

something happen again at night dat day when i was going home from tution. at usual, my dad fetched me home and while we were on the way, we met this owner and his dog. from far, i thought it was a cute and not fierce labrador or retriver, bt when as i walked nearer, i realised it was a fierce looking dog with vampire teeth. i was stupid coz i thot it wasnt going to attack me. bt it did. when i was passing by them, the stupid dog just barked and jumped up at me. luckily the owner pulled it back, if not, i may have been knocked out by that evil dog. bt dat was nt all. after the 'attack' and while we were walking off, the stupid owner just said sth in a sarcastic tone. we ignored him but seriously, it wasnt our fault dat we were walking so near. u shld have taken care of ur stupid dog, u idiotic owner.

there was maths test the next day and since we had pe. i went home at around 5 and by the time i reached home, eat and bathe, it was time to go tuition. and after i finished my AMATH tuition, i didnt want to study anymore. and so, i didnt study for maths at all.

so for the following days, i had no mood to do anything.

ya. i noe i overshot and wrote a little too much... bt anw, this week is really a bad week.

i dun understand the world. i dun understand why there is unfairness and sufferings in the world. i dun understand why people receive so much education and they do not apply what they learn to help the unfortunate or people who need help.

i am not happy because i dunno what i am doin. i dun understand why i am going to school and learning so much. i dun wan my life to be as boring as this. are we goin to torture ourselves with homeworks and tests until the age of lyk 20? and den find a job, and start torturing ourselves again by doing whatever we are supposed to do until we are old, maybe the age of 50. and den start whining because there is nothing left for you to do and u can only sit on the sofa and watch tv, wait for ur time to leave the earth? is this really what we are supposed to do? is this the purpose of us being on earth?

i dun understand wads the point when there is simply no space for us to put in happiness.

AND im facing a big crisis now. coz people DO NOT understand simple instructions. omg. i am seriously going crazy.

it is now common test and i am using all my time to do social studies and i have no time to revise. is this what the school want us to do?

one major exam over. physics SPA 1. feel relieved. haha. at least, nth went wrong and i am very happy about that. =)

common test is coming and i haven start revising anything. it is going to be another storm. omg... bt anw, i gotta look towards the positive side, which is that the march holidays are coming after the common test. BUT, den.... i realised that it is nothing to be positive about coz there is going to be two SPA during the holidays. so, i realised that this is a never ending thing.