haa...

finally. the prelims are over. =D

went out with crystal, bah and elise ytd after bio paper. to orchard for a movie and lunch. went shaw first and tried to decide on a movie. they wanted phobia 2 but i dun want. den the time travellers wife, but bah dun wan. crystal wanted accident but that was out of the list. so whiteout. but we dunno wad was that about. so we stoned there for one hour argueing and talking crap and dilly dallying before i realised we could go another movie theatre. we wanted coco before chanel or the proposal so we went cineleisure to check. but then, there wasnt. but they had fame which was like at 9.15. lols. we had no choice left but to watch whiteout.
okays. it was not so bad after all. quite nice and exciting. esp the part after the movie when we walked out of the theatre and there was a guy following us and hearing elise screams.
ate at Breeks! cafe. and the chicken was not so nice. but we had great time laughing.

took back papers today...okay. nothing much to say about it.

we know we all worked hard.
you knew how much you could go.
please do not run so far and before you know it, you fall off the cliff.
do not treat everything as it should be.
you are just too realistic and ignorant.

i am studying now. and thats such a miracle. its bio paper 2 tmr and i hope i can do well. this is the only science paper that im having hopes.

anws, i ate ben and jerry ice cream just now. haha. =P delicious. but i still think magnum is nicer. and i still have some more of them in my fridge.

okay. i need to go back to studying.

i feel so dumb and lazy. i think nothing can help me. because i cant even help myself. i want to study but yet i dun feel like studying.

the holidays are coming to an end soon. i accomplished many things. like finishing some practice papers. but i havent started studying. i only tried looking at the pictures in the textbooks and analysing them.

went to dairy farm yesterday. it was quite nice. lots of monkeys and trees. and a path of road that seemed to lead to nowhere. okay. it did lead to somewhere. the quarry. singapore quarry. where there are supposed to be cute lil quebes. and i tink i was cheated cos there were no ducks in sight. but anws, the scenery was amazing. although it was only a gigantic rock, but it was like really nice and something you cant find anywhere else in singapore. it was quiet and very little people. its a lake i tink, then, many cattails. clear water. many pond skaters. i tink its nice for a picnic.

ate subway. and the cookies are so nice. haha. i ate one yesterday and one today. and i tink i can eat ten more. and my dad bought magnum. yes. MAGNUM!!! im gonna eat one later. and two days ago, we ate waffles with dark chocolate. ooh. i tink i could just take chocolates for dinner later.

please. please help me.
its only for another two or more months.
i know i can do this.

ohhh. yesss. my blogger is fine now. but only when im using the old comp. the new comp is still in a idiot situation.

so... anws, the week before was prelims paper. it shld be okay. i tink. i finished all the papers but all were crap. especially chinese. ohgosh. the paper 2 sucks. but god, please grant me wisdom to finish all papers. thank you.

and its the HOLIDAYS. haha. okay. it means more prelim papers to do and more at-home-studying routine. so no YEAHS. bt at least part of me is happy because i can stay home instead of going school and bear with the boredom of teachers.

and one more thing. im graduating soon. after my prelims paper. thats fast. and i cant believe it.

you became a blur image to me
i rubbed my eyes
but u were still fading

prelims 2 just started. eng paper in the morning. omg. lets not talk about it.

bt i just feel sorry. for everything because i was looking through tinted glass.

i like this song:
SOLID GROUND

Cannot fall, never do regret
Know just what is being said
Know the risk you take
Keep your head above it all
Sure you can fall
But not now you gotta prove
Something new, being you, being you

Can't feel, keep from asking why
Be the strongest at goodbyes
Know your place in life
Now expand your wings and fly
It reaches high but not,
Enough you seem to me
So incomplete, swept off your feet

And let me tell you they will always pull you down
Before you know it they will take your smile and push you around
They will fight and struggle
To blur and trouble
Your sense of solid ground

Cannot know, lose your self-control
Be and angel over all
Know your secret way
Laugh at everything they say
Will you remain the same?
And now you dare not see
What's letting go
Inside of me,is it me?

And they will always…

Keep your head above it all, sure you can fall
But not now you gotta prove

And they will always pull you down
Before you know it they will take your smile and push you around
They will haunt your every dream
They will make you come undone at the seams
And they will fight and struggle
To blur and trouble
Your sense of solid ground?

Keep your head above it all
Sure you can fall
But not now you gotta prove
Something new, being you, being you


OH. and i want to watch CINDERELLA ON ICE so badly, bt its too expensive and this is not the right time. i want to watch STOMP too but im too lazy to check the details. i want to watch UP, THE PROPOSAL and so much so much... bt its all bacause of u and i cant. u, stupid prelims/o levels.

blogger is IRRITATING!!! it always has some stupid problems.

but anws, it has been a week of tests. my brain cells has died out and only 10 per cent is left. wonder if they can last till the Os.

i think teachers are retarted and i dun feel like explaining why. they just are. how i wish they have more brains to think and less mouth to talk. school is just dead with teachers like that.

eng oral exam just over on tuesday. i thot i talked too much crap during the conversation part. i was like reciting a newspaper review when i talked about the causes, problems and wadever shit about the lifestyle thing. i could imagine the teachers giving me a question mark look, but they didnt. so it wasnt that bad. the picture was the one that made me confused. thot it was on healthcheck, like taking blood pressure. but turned out that got people said it was blood donation. oh please. i didnt even see blood or syringes. but maybe there was. could have been that i was too cock eye and didnt see. wadeva. its over and there is nothing to be changed.

made a promise to myself to study extreme hard for Os. hope i could do so.