prelims 2 just started. eng paper in the morning. omg. lets not talk about it.

bt i just feel sorry. for everything because i was looking through tinted glass.

i like this song:
SOLID GROUND

Cannot fall, never do regret
Know just what is being said
Know the risk you take
Keep your head above it all
Sure you can fall
But not now you gotta prove
Something new, being you, being you

Can't feel, keep from asking why
Be the strongest at goodbyes
Know your place in life
Now expand your wings and fly
It reaches high but not,
Enough you seem to me
So incomplete, swept off your feet

And let me tell you they will always pull you down
Before you know it they will take your smile and push you around
They will fight and struggle
To blur and trouble
Your sense of solid ground

Cannot know, lose your self-control
Be and angel over all
Know your secret way
Laugh at everything they say
Will you remain the same?
And now you dare not see
What's letting go
Inside of me,is it me?

And they will always…

Keep your head above it all, sure you can fall
But not now you gotta prove

And they will always pull you down
Before you know it they will take your smile and push you around
They will haunt your every dream
They will make you come undone at the seams
And they will fight and struggle
To blur and trouble
Your sense of solid ground?

Keep your head above it all
Sure you can fall
But not now you gotta prove
Something new, being you, being you


OH. and i want to watch CINDERELLA ON ICE so badly, bt its too expensive and this is not the right time. i want to watch STOMP too but im too lazy to check the details. i want to watch UP, THE PROPOSAL and so much so much... bt its all bacause of u and i cant. u, stupid prelims/o levels.

blogger is IRRITATING!!! it always has some stupid problems.

but anws, it has been a week of tests. my brain cells has died out and only 10 per cent is left. wonder if they can last till the Os.

i think teachers are retarted and i dun feel like explaining why. they just are. how i wish they have more brains to think and less mouth to talk. school is just dead with teachers like that.

eng oral exam just over on tuesday. i thot i talked too much crap during the conversation part. i was like reciting a newspaper review when i talked about the causes, problems and wadever shit about the lifestyle thing. i could imagine the teachers giving me a question mark look, but they didnt. so it wasnt that bad. the picture was the one that made me confused. thot it was on healthcheck, like taking blood pressure. but turned out that got people said it was blood donation. oh please. i didnt even see blood or syringes. but maybe there was. could have been that i was too cock eye and didnt see. wadeva. its over and there is nothing to be changed.

made a promise to myself to study extreme hard for Os. hope i could do so.

lols. blogger turned out to look funny. wadeva.

and again, for the thousands or perhaps millions time in my life ever since i hve gt thinkings, i feel that my life is empty. so pathetic that it only contains endless of stories about studies and studies and nothing else. i know i shold not be complaining and be glad that i have the chance to study but i dont know if this is what i want. the statue of liberty is telling us to be free, but im not. im locked to textbooks and exams.

i hope i could dance forever and be in the world of music.
i hope i could skate on ice and be like swans.
i hope i could fall in love.

i think i have been wasting too much time. and i cant afford to waste more time. but studying whole day is simply boring. i cant put myself to do all the work and stare at the textbook. i want to score well too and i hope preparing for exams could be much more fun.

going grandma's house tmr. but that's not the exciting part cos shopping is the main point. i cant imagine another day of sitting on the sofa and watching tv for the whole day so i have to go out. =DD omg. cant wait for it.. im gonna buy myself a new wallet, a pair of shorts and maybe something else to pamper myself.

lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!

promise yourself to be strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind

look to the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true

think only of the best, work only for the best and expect only the best

forget about the mistakes made and press on to the greater achievements of the future

YESS!!!
blogger is finally working fine..............................

these days have been such crazy ones that i wont forget.

dear john is arousing. the human anatomy is so fun to talk about when u are with peeps like EL and BAH. me and crys are totally normal but may get excited a few times.

marina barrage was not awesome. it was totally boring. i was in my own world when the sharon was speaking. ya. elise was right. she is lame. green roof was better. walked on the open grass and saw couples and couples trying to do all sorts of things in public. EL was showing off.

novena for dinner after that. pastamania. yumms. haa. not for EL though. had creamy chicken. went home and reached at 8 plus. totally tired.

thurs was another boring school day. only the last few minutes before we left school was super spastic. yes. EL. i saw.

friday. national celebrations. okay. i didnt go school.

i felt like i was standing on seesaw.

i could lean left or right

but i couldnt stay centre

i just hope life could be much simpler

oh dear. blogger is still is like shit and there is nothing i can do.
facebook is getting boring.
suddenly, its just like there is something i wanna do but i dunno wad it is and im simply lost.
school is like dead too. going through papers everyday and assembly is lame shit. i cant believe we have to line up in index no. although it makes no diff sice im still sitting beside crystal. bt i still think its so lame.