my beloved march holidays are gone and they would never come back. which also means that homeworks and exams are coming. more SPAs are coming. SYF is coming too. prelims are coming too. everything is coming and i no longer have the time to slack.

first week of term two. and so much things have happened like tests and things to be done.

first was eng prelim oral. i thought it was okay because it was one time i had lots to say during the conversation and i was not nervous at all except for the first part, during the reading. bt i thought the rest was fine. NO. bt maybe not, cos ms kumari just said we didnt do well. so maybe i was wrong. actually, i didnt do as well as i thought for oral.

den there is this load of homework to be done over the weekends. like the ten plus essay questions from geog on geog of food which i dun even noe how to start with. and the ss, the eng intro........ omg

bt today, i formed a beautiful equation. and the eqn is:

water + sunlight = RAINBOW!

ya. i noe i didnt create it and it was already there. bt today, i formed a rainbow myself in my garden. i was watering the plants and there, i saw a rainbow in the water under the sun. i was so happy. haha. and i was 'shouting'. not really shouting, bt exclaiming. den i showed it to my dad. bt he cant see anything and he told me not to waste water. lols. dat was nt the point. -.- anw, the point was the rainbow was really PRETTY and PERFECT. there was all the colours although i didnt really count bt it was really nice and it made me really happy. =)=)=)=)=)

i hope i can see rainbows everyday.

glass gathering yesterday. went ice skating at kallang. not much people went. bt i had fun. =)) had a hard time teaching crystal how to slide and skate but in the end, i dun tink she really got it. i tink the one is jurong is much nicer, maybe becos the ice there is much nicer. bt anw, nt much difference though. its still ice. nd i realise skating is very fun, really fun cos there is wind when u skate really fast bt i cant do that. only julia can. i nearly fall when i tried skating fast. bt nvm, i shall try that the next time.

tmr is bio SPA. eee. im scared. i dun lyk SPAs.

celebrate life seminar.

day1----painted kites... had no paint brushes for us so had to use sticks which were actually quite useful. drew a orange girl jumping up and splasehed different colours around. and i didnt know i had such artistic talents that the tcher said my art piece was nice. she took my name and bahiemah's name. bt when they called our name and asked us to go on stage to read our reflections, we ran into the toilet and hide. haha. stupid thing. made me so nervous and i thot i was playin truant. bt it was only for 10 mins. and poor bahiemah, the stupid tcher called her name like shit. den we had two totally boring talks. -.- which were really boring but i still had the mood to take notes. haha. i was so hardworking. dining etiquette... we rushed to do everthing cos we had spend most of the time eating burger and making ourself fat. we had to book the 'wheelchair' toilet in case there is no space for us. bt then, we realised its too small for four people to change at the same time. and it was so wet. so we shift house and squeezed with other people in the otehr toilet which was dry. we changed, combed hair and make up and blah blah blah. did everything in such a mess. bt on time. haha. den we walked to the grassroots which was a stupid idea. it was so hot and the shoe was so uncomfortable and i was wearing two clothes and so it was damn hot. dat was not the end of bad things. during the program, there were talks and talks and talks which were so boring. and the food was not nice. it was cold and the chicken chop was ewww, only the soup and ice cream was nice. even the tea taste bad coz bahiemah took so much sugar and i had none.

day2----suuper duuper boring. it was more talks at nyp and tours round and round. bt i learnt something which is to never ever give birth. we had tour at the health science and we went to the 'pregnancy room'. there was this plastic model GUY which was pregnant and it was to teach students how to deliver babies, etc. den there was a video showing us a lady giving birth LIVE. omg. it was so disgusting and it nearly make me vomit. the baby was so bloody and the stupid doctor stuffed part of his fingers in the lady's ass to PULL the baby. he was so rough and i thot he killed the baby cos it was not moving when it came out. luckily, it was not. bt i could feel the pain and ewwwww. im never goin to do that. there was then the operating theatre which the guy verbally told us how they open patients stomach to take babies out. and it was equally gross. luckily, i didnt faint. im never goin to become a nurse or a doctor. never.

MARCH HOLIDAYS OFFICIALLY STARTED.

bt not for me. i have loads of homework to do and i have to go back school nearly every single day.

and IT'S CRYSTAL ONG SI QI'S BIRTHDAY!!!

JOGATHON yesterday!!!

i ran, seriously ran for the first time in my four years. and i got 19. haha. yupps. dat is an achievement for me finally, in my last year in PHS and im so yippee happy. haha. although it was just a beginner thing, bt it is still good to at least have a ranking. haha. and because i ran, i finally sweat. it was also because of the weather which was so hot. as we were walking back to the school, i was still felling so hot and wet. but luckily, there was strawberry and choc ice cream which saved my life. =D so yummy. haha.

netball after that. it was so stupid, idiotic and shitty. dun wan to talk bout it.

lastly, our class won some mcdonalds coupon which i tink is a lil too cheapskate. bt better than nothing.

im feeling extra happy these few days because i passed all my subjects, lyk finally... after years. thanks for all my effort which i put in and the plenty of time i spent sleeping which allowed me to be able to pass. haha. =))

and im goin SHOPPING tomorrow. yays. its been three months... hmm. i should shop till i drop tmr. haha. =DDDDD

common test is finally over. after two weeks of torture. gosh. bt at least, ya, its over.

and i miraculously passed my eng and chn. haha. i PASSED both of them which i thought i had flunked. at least this was some little thing i could be positive about because all the rest sucks. im gonna fail my sciences and humanities and blah blah blah. although i might have studied quite alot for these subjects (xcept for bio and geog) , bt everything the paper is still so tough. even if the paper is easy, i wouldnt have pass because i jus cant pass no matter what.

and dance was boring today. i sat on the floor for hours coz i had no steps to learn and nothing to do at all. all i did for today was just stretching and recalling some steps i learnt last year.

sometimes i just wish lyk slapping someone's face coz i've never tried before and it looks fun. i dun care whether the person is dead or nt bt i jus wan something for me to slap to make me feel better.